Silver
SilverPushA little bit more than you could ever say Did you really think that I'd forgotten? Kicked out the windshield, water coming in Fade away, fade away Push just a little too late Is this what you want? What you need? Is this what you wanted me to be? Always loved me strapped to you Lock it down and drive me through I tried to give more than you thought I'd take now Taking more than you could ever say Push come to shove you kicked me in the head You knock me down I ripped the handle off again I wanted more than this, wanted more than this Fade away, fade away Push just a little too late Is this what you want? What you need? Is this what you wanted me to be? Always loved me strapped to you Lock it down and drive me through Hands gripped to the wheel held too tight to feel Face pressed to the glass, please don't ask One more breath, one more, it's alright I could never give enough, have enough, be enough You could never stand to stay there Only only only, fade away, fade away Push just a little too late Is this what you want? What you need? Is this what you wanted me to be? Always loved me strapped to you Lock it down and drive me through Push just a little too late I wanted more than this I expected more than this Believe MeTouched by you You know I never asked you to Believe in me, it's all I can do Things you never said And wanting you to reach out from the dark To wake up from the cold And wanting you is all I can do Things you never said Believe me, did we ever try? Believe me, keep it all to yourself Believe me, I never wanted to die I'll take the note, the words that say I'm weak That show I should have died Crumpled in the fire I'll take the note, it's all I can do Things I never said Believe me, did we ever try? Believe me, keep it all to yourself Believe me, I never wanted to die So I'm burning up your pictures Lay you in this shallow grave So I'm washing clean your body For the promises I never made I'm burning up your pictures Still my love remains the same Kill For YouYou came to grind me into stone Polishing the angled flesh and bone The smallest cut to drain my soul Precious words of comfort swallowed whole Oh no she said I tried for love And I died for love But I'd kill for you I want, I want, I wanted to You tore the makeup from my face With every acid word you ever knew Now every line and crack exposed Exploited fully till each scar shone through Oh no she said I tried for love And I died for love But I'd kill for you I never said I'd promise anything That's alright, I know you wanted to I never meant to promise anything That's alright, I know you wanted to I never ever promised anything That's alright, I know you wanted to be with me You came to grind me into stone Polishing the angled flesh and bone The smallest cut to drain my soul Precious words of comfort swallowed whole Strip me from the top down Rip me from the raw Into this higher place Don't want to die SilverYour Christ has come The crippled boy that you once knew The charmed enigma chosen one With painted lips, skin ripped and torn Come touch and feel and lick and smell This envy that I've worn so well Everybody wants Everybody says Everybody begs in time So drink me in Like tainted wine Come bite down on my sharpened cup And taste the dreams that numb the mind A simple word A harmless glare That binds me with the thinnest thread And pins me down to pleasure's bed Everybody wants Everybody says Everybody begs in time And you will be the first to fall Every feeling will dissolve We are silver Morphine baby's final breath Ever smothered to my chest We are silver So shy and poised With few regrets A Judas kill, a complex thrill A memory I won't soon forget Been washed out clean Till all runs dry Come touch and feel and lick and smell A hurt that only you could sell Everybody wants Everybody says Everybody begs in time And you will be the first to fall Every feeling will dissolve We are silver Morphine baby's final breath Ever smothered to my breast We are silver Trip Sister I will follow you This time Knowing I will follow you Everybody wants Everybody says Everybody begs in time And you will be the first to fall Every feeling will dissolve We are silver Morphine baby's final breath Ever smothered to your breast We are silver Silver Freaky Be BeautifulAnd freaky be beautiful you came following me like I knew you would You tickle my fancy, tickled my sense of fun You claw like a rack on my back ever thickening It's just begun Freaky be beautiful, he falls And his blood it sprays so cold On my face, he feels so cold My crallow bird waiting, shallow breathed shrapnel lung I'm pressing the beak to my cheek and it's thickening Kick off turns the sun Freaky be beautiful, he falls And his blood it sprays so cold On my face, he feels so cold Freaky be beautiful, oh no, oh no Freaky be beautiful, he falls And his blood it sprays so cold On my face, he feels so cold So I rot, down inside For the loss, and I will not deny I'm winding... Dig it out... Freaky be... Break Her DownIt never will It's not a memory There's no way to prove this isn't real Never happened, never You're not a victim I'm not to blame You've seen my honest smile My pretty face and all my gentle ways Never happened, never And she knows it's a sin Break him down, break her down again It's a sin Force him down, force her down again If you play quietly I'll let you go If you play quietly No-one here will ever, ever know Never happened, never She knows it's a sin Break her down, break her down again It's a sin Force him down, force her down again So please remember me I never meant to tell you lies So please remember me The one who stroked your hair And dried your eyes I never wanted this to be I never wanted this to be I never wanted this to be So I never wanted more I never told you lies I never wanted more I'm just a boy Never wanting, never And she knows it's a sin Force him down, force her down again It's a sin Force him down, force her down again Into EverythingYou can be so damn ugly Flickering is sickening the show Sexual intellectual Feel so raw makes me crazy Pocket full of quarters left to go I said I'm fine Work the line Punch the clock it never meant that much Wake up, wake up it's here again Whiskey shot Drink it up One more bottle just to wash the cut away Into everything My wife's alone, the kids at home She can be so damn ugly Her face is blurred without a word to say I spray the dream with gasoline Just one match, be so easy Splatterings of you along the way I said I'm fine Kill the line Punch the clock it never meant that much Wake up, wake up it's here again On a whim, stole the car Heard the shot ring out it seemed so far away Into everything Quarter slot, the picture's hot You can be so damn ugly Flickering is sickening the show Sexual intellectual Feel so raw makes me crazy Pocket full of quarters left to go Picture Elvisfor Barbara R.Measures a picture there Picks up a knife Cuts it to wallet size Now she has lived Now she has breathed And now she's tasted heaven but the trip doesn't sting And all she wanted was a photograph Rain on my tongue Feels like I'm tasting God Silver and gold Drinking the riches up Back to the night And if I died I'm gonna ask my questions on the other side And all she wanted was a photograph Mask of the city hangs in mock deliberation I step outside the wire while the sun strips off my cocaine Bent like a banshee while my cup is overflowing Another brutal ending I know I'm an animal story telling And she breathes through the book Said that she never knew Question is easy But the answer is hard to take The binding cracks And the words will fade But she keeps the picture in the frame that she made And all she wanted was a photograph Machine Punch ThroughI gave you pieces off my pride Lay down naked and play with you Posing quietly looks a lot like me Your fucking pistol's not so dangerous Stick it any place you please Rip me open cause you're dead inside And what you thought you'd find it looks a lot like me And you believe that I'll believe in All she said One little trick she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through All she said One little word she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through punch through Another schoolboy goes to hell for it Believing everything he reads Sell my soul out one nickel at a time Turn the last page down I'm not that far behind Your cigarettes become a torch for me Burn it deep into my arm Watch the welts rise, come blistering through And what you thought you'd see it looks a lot like you And you believe that I'll believe in All she said One little trick she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through All she said One little word she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through punch through I'm bent out of shape Desperate to whine Screaming so loud that I don't make a sound Strung out on speed Maxed out on lies I know you're to blame but I can't say why And you believe that I'll believe in you And it's not so hard And you believe that I'll believe in you And it's not so hard And you believe that I'll believe in All she said One little trick she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through All she said One little word she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through punch through So cut your name into my chest See my mind exploded Please don't ask and I won't offer any more This Shrieking Lovelooking for a place to fly stopped outside the window it's only in the blood into the kitchen found you lying on the floor there i tied you up in wire i can't feel you anymore you gave yourself to me i offered you to god wrapped the curtains round your body it's only in the blood this shrieking love comes crashing down this shrieking love is not the one you thought you'd found oh it's only in the blood it's a deadly clear addiction a body's breath away a long hot bath in acid fast it's only in the blood on down the highway looking for a place to fly stopped outside the window it's only in the blood this shrieking love comes crashing down this shrieking love is not the one you thought you'd found oh it's only in the blood nauselbaum Low Low LowFall into be seen Draw fire and then Pray quiet I'm too low Stay down stay down Cold earth to the ground Too late to be So real but I'm too low now And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low now And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low low Spread gently for me Too hard to be heard With better words I'm better than Too low low Stay on stay on Too late to be gone With better words I'm better than Too low low And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low now And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low now CreatureHatebitterness will run you through if youre in the way love broken by the dragons wings prayed for one bright thing guess ill have to wait dragged me out frightened by my nakedness frightened by my own sweet smell i know hate words spit into a porous wind violence blows you in if youre in the way mine a victim of the cold parade silenced some might say guess it came too late dragged me out frightened by my nakedness fouled by my own sweet smell i know hate and it brings me comfort then it breaks my back precious pulls me under till i cant get back and you might be sorry but this time i know places fought for left alone sleep cant save me numbing drags me out in my nakedness in my own sweet smell i know i know i know Theme From Colawaste all the things we turned to dust simple if we would like to find punished by words im takin finally pressed youd like to know known for the trip unfolding pleasantries building as we go timid the way ill take it now memory is over memories over are you still remembering never meant to go there are you still remembered all through the dress i lie awake tearful as ive been ginding only in your mind to make helpful or not i take it now memory is over memories over are you still remembering never meant to go there are you still remembered Resurrectionstill im wishing i could stay but im sorry my old friend ive got to leave you once again and despite what i might say i measure pleasure by the pain measure pleasure by the twisting of the metal in the vein and it might be very hard cant be more than what we are cant be more till its over here comes the resurrection everybodys got to die from something nothing ever left to leave you when you go i saw you strip my babies animal the way you cut them might be animal the way i cut you from below so you goad me into spite its the cruelty that youd like its the waiting for the one thing that you never could define fill the longing just because emasculate the ones you love have to wait till its over we are the less than mighty never was a way i thought it could be never quite enough to leave you when you go i saw you strip my babies animal the way you cut them might be animal the way i cut you from below ive been drowned out by the rain still im wishing i could stay but im sorry my old friend ill have to leave you once again and despite what i might say i measure pleasure by the pain measure pleasure by the twisting of the metal in the vein and it might be very hard cant be more than what we are cant be more when its over here comes the resurrection everybody wants to die for something never thought id live to leave you when you go i saw you strip my babies animal the way we cut them might be animal the way we cut them from below and if anger is the ending of the thing that weve become for the mother and the father and the sister and the son through the shallow without wanting realization to mistake through the ugliness the open all the things we cant replace i will control Leave It Aloneand where i was complete we found you scattered by the highway side too soon to be released gathered the pieces up and clean the places where you were undone and washed the wreckage out unfinished all the thoughts that wed begun i came to burn the sky and tear away the beauty that it sows if i could rape the day and find the things i thought id always known leave it alone again tonight i laid your arms out long untwisted there and shaped what i could find unmade the most of it then left the rest the parts unrecognized my reconstruction was the only way for one last look at you i lost the sense of it the absolution that we never knew leave it alone again tonight leave it alone again tonight and it takes me back from this place here it takes me back from this place here i came to burn the sky and tear away the beauty that it sows if i could rape the day and find the things i thought id always known leave it alone again tonight and it takes me back from this place here from this place here it takes me over and it might be lost in this place here from this place here it takes me on tonight leave it alone Creatureto beat my puppy love with all your sins ill come again bound to me suck my sickness like your lover sucks my weakness down like rain well come again hurray for you boy just enough to make me easier i was the one to never change and i come and i come like rain pumped thumping ripped it open my disease is buried deep in all sweet things well never change spoiled rotten by your secret still i like to hold your creature close to me it drove insane so heres to you girl opened up to make me easier i was the one to never change and i come and we come like rain lovely here and again like rain dont be unsightly washed so cleanly never invited might not mean a thing dont be invited im so manly dont be so dirty washed so cleanly always perverted might not mean a thing never unsightly not so manly and i come and i come like rain lovely here but again like rain Shotgunrip me open feel it coming bowing down to my addiction never meant to go so willing thought i found the something better terminally hope it's crashing laughing and crashing its laughing i'm crashing sorry that i left your language found a place of my opinion galvanized the oversight by pissing on your whole philosophy mine is just the easy target mine is just the carnal weakness wishing for something and something been wishing how long is this going to take us going on is this going to take us on how long is this gonna take us on you could be the innocent and i could play the unwashed savior counting on cancer to teach us to live tired of all the vacillations halcion come take me under laughing and crashing we're laughing i'm crashing how long is this gonna take us going on is this gonna take us how long is this gonna take us on shotgun blast spreads like dawning Tangerineon the wall the broken fragments of opinion as the dirty start to fall im not as careful as i should have been i might not disagree but for the ignorance of everyone opinion gone to waste have you been this far tangerine the bullet made you justifies the one who saves you laid him here and love to see him waste away tangerinin like a rocket cracked the cock into the socket only if youd love to see him waste away the purposeful delusions of this weakness will dissolve the broken promise revidescent as the anger start to crawl im just as frightened as ive always been i might not disagree but for the ignorance of everyone opinion starts to fall apart have you been this far and have you been this far tangerine the bullet made you justifies the one who saves you laid him here and love to see her waste away tangerinin like a rocket cracked the cock into the socket only if youd love to see him waste away cause your a child and thats alright to let my deep blue sickness cover you with lies and if im low it gets me high and we will shrivel up and waste away beneath the evening tide have you been this far tingling the bullet made you justifies the one who saves you laid him here and love to see him waste away tangerinin like a rocket cracked the cock into the socket only if youd love to see him waste away Disco Daysyes its hard in here and well suffer the failure of my promise you let me believe that it was over it twisted the world to make it so god damn easy for you hard to escape whats hard we the living and im worn clear through from my disco days have i grown too familiar to be honest you let me believe that it was over i twisted the words to make it so goddamn easy for me pity well have to close our eyes we the living Better Than Youi had bought from you these pictures run like water to dilute me lay me over you and i thought that this would be so right and everyone and everyone is better than you ive felt each slow perversion fosters dying killed the truth in me gone quietly gone completely cold reminder what you tried to be and i knew that this would be so right and everyone and everyone is better than you and its hard and its hated and its hard and if so and if so and everyone and everyone is better than you BabySkin Tattoocome wage my holy war where every thought is sin ive been meaning to remove my baby skin tattoo and i meant to be more kind well maybe next time if you come my way if you come my way if you come my way we might feel the same consequence of rage if you come my way i caught you on your knees my words arent wasted youd love to be released without tasting it and its only if you bought what i have sold you and if everything is fine well maybe next time and if we go quiet if we can slip through if i could only think only go unnoticed if we hide the anger smolder inside wait my time wait so quiet changed my face again so youll forget me purified the skin its just a covering ive been meaning to remove my baby skin tattoo and i meant to be more kind and maybe next time ill be a friend and next time theyll be the enemy and you might find what you might find maybe this time Opheliaprecious little pistol beaten senseless till she cant feel still the moments passing by its only the time that we could never stop early morning winter came been too close to be so close again i never meant to be so cold its only the time that we could never stop still the moments passing by im letting ophelia die daisy dusted lightly so politely till she cant see itchy little trigger will deliver what you cant be still the moments psasing by its only the time that we could never stop early morning winter came been too close to be so close again i never meant to be so cold its only the time that we could never stop still the moments passing by im letting ophelia die Gasolinemy favulous machine to suck so close your eyes ill cut you inside and tell me did i hurt you hurt you your machine will die and tell me what ive wasted tell me gasoline is in my head im turning on and tell me if it kills you quietly the world is waiting bringing on its own arrival something tries to burn you inside and tell me what ive taken taken my machine has died and tell me what ive wasted tell me and gasoline is in my head im turning on these hands have broken hard pressed on everyone my words cant open you alone you alone gasoline is in my head im turning on im turning home B-sidesWake MeAll the pills and powders got me high All the way And I don't feel right The pain it slowly got me by All the way I'd like to like to disappear You've got to wake me wake me I'd like to fall don't catch me here You've got to wake me wake me I'll fall away And it's gone too far And these pictures smash and spin like stars All away And it drove insane Feel the memories crash and splash and stain All away I'd like to like to disappear etc. Oh fall away Oh fall away Wake me Tired I'd like to like to disappear etc. Fall fall away Fall fall away Fall fall away Kid ConductorThe voices came from far below A certain stimulation Kickin' through me like a drug Baby come baby get on to me Baby come baby get on to me Baby come baby get on to me Baby come and she screams she's screamin' Alive Such a sweet ascension (Maybe shine a spot) down below She's cryin' with the choir Maybe I could be her drug Baby come baby get on to me... She screams alive, alive, alive I slip my mind to empty This kid conductor overload He gently plays the choir You know he could be a drug Baby come baby get on to me... She screams alive, alive, alive See Touch Feelfor your calling inside you died one thousand times for your mercy like a jesus fighting for your soul see the bed now dear you're falling oh my baby's falling down see the bed now oh for mercy its easy afterall see you're smiling are you smiling but deep inside you're torn apart all you need, just touch these lips its easy after all did you think i'd be the virgin you will never be let down come to me just one more time oh what did you think do you see, touch, feel inside oh my god i'm not alive oh oh its all you left behind what did you think do you see, touch, stand aside now you know your hands are tied its all you left behind trip and down now why so nervous hard to admit it'd be so hard trip and down you go catch your breath its easy after all i don't want to be the virgin you will never be let down come to me just one more time what did you think do you see, touch, feel inside oh my god i'm not alive oh oh its all you left behind what did you think do you see, touch, stand aside now you know your hands are tied its all you left behind can i give you what i need oh baby what did you think do you see, touch, feel inside oh my god i'm not alive oh oh its all you left behind what did you think do you see, touch, stand aside now you know your hands are tied its all you left behind Sweet Electric ChildBaby said she likes it fatal My love's a loaded gun God only knows she likes it easy As it comes, take it as it comes ya I know she's been playin' with the needle I've been playin' with the gun Never find a way to kick into her Time to end, what's begun oh what's begun ya Sweet electric child Got to know she begged to die C'mon baby say a prayer I'll be there yes I'll be there Sweet electric child Push all the time oh all the time Find a way out now Sweet electric child Said that life can be so tricky Is it dead or in a sleep In the crack and in the cradle Up to me, leave it up to me ya. Sweet electric child She knows what it's got to be Could be this could be that Found a place to hang it Sweet electric child etc. Want to die My ConditioningThis fire that I cannot deny I'll choke your words away And smile as we begin to fade My conditioning So say all of you Mine or everything So say all of you to me Your words to break me down Now touch this bitterness you've found I'll choke your words away And smile as we begin to fade My conditioning So say all of you Mine or everything So say all of you to me And still i burn And still i burn And still i burn My old machine is worn Worn... My conditioning So say all of you Mine or everything So say all of you to me And still i burn And still i burn And still i burn My old machine has worn My hope away My hope away My hope away Away Sisterthe waves the sweetest voices relay and crucifies me to change and still destroys all the same oh sister andalea look what you've done to me hail sister andalea look what you've done to me and empty angels we'll be and empty angels i weep oh sister andalea look what you've done to me hail sister andelea look what you've done to me i lost the words on the waves the sweetest voices delay she crucifies me to change and still destroys me the same oh sister andalea look what you've done to me hail sister andalea look what you've done to me Sunday ComesSomething's got to give I never took it outside alone I don't feel like I did And so Sunday comes, not much better than it was And the complication's playing as the merriment is dying And the girl's were going crazy saying everyone, wave your own good bye's! Cause i don't even mind, I guess I knew you better than you thought you knew yourself Wave good bye I don't mind Even as the lightening fades I guess we've got to live I'm never going back there again It's too hard to pretend I can't leave just how it is And so Sunday comes, not much better than it was So we strike another pose for all the merry girls And the band was going crazy singing everybody, wave your own good bye's! And so Sunday comes, not much better than it was And the orchestra was playing, all the people started swaying And the band was going crazy going, is anybody listening? Is anybody listening? Wave your own good bye's! Cause i don't even mind, I guess I knew you better than you thought you knew yourself Wave good bye I don't mind You know I'm on your side Was there any doubt? You know I never let you down Wave good bye I don't mind Little SongsTricksteri still hate you motherfuckers everyone wrapped in glory bound so tightly i still crave you even when im overcome saved by the light let me go on let me go bright to be saved by the light let me go on let me go bright im the trickster burned so brightly i still hate you motherfuckers everyone wore my sickness so politely i cant be your everything to everyone void in meaning swell just slightly i still need you i still need you gone forever so concisely i still need you i still need you saved by the light let me go on let me go bright to be saved by the light let me go on let me go bright and if you hate the world lets say ive been there and if you hate yourself well don't go changing all the times i used your body done my way cant say im sorry ripped the gloss off all your memories consequences so demanding bruised and beaten conscience bleeding sexually saved by the light let me go on let me go bright to be saved by the light let me go on let me go bright St. Lawrence Riverthe stains on the paper where words fell like water unearth all the changes that never did matter i think its beginning to freeze here caught in the rage and the fire of things all the brightness that burns me im fumbling through like a child in the dark when the nakedness comes i am shocked by the colour the glorious weight of your skin comes alive and i never thought we'd make it back so soon might be nice but i knew you'd be your own destroyer comes a time and i always thought i'd make it up to you here please forgive me how could we escape all the bitterness piled upon bitterness held in the face of the things that i don't understand intellectualize over and over this helplessness suits us its funny how quiet it has slipped to our corners and worn all our edges away you are watching breathing and baiting wanting and warming and cautiously waiting for some simple signal to creep cross your conscience uncover redemption and oh did i mention i carried you down to the St. Lawrence river the banks running dirty the waters beginning to freeze here solid by morning and i'll freeze here winter by morning comes a lie and i never thought you'd get me back so soon might be nice but its only if my own destroyer comes alive and i always knew i'd make it up to you i saw on your face such a curious grin as i let go your hand i was desperate to hold you again but you're sinking to deep in the water outsmarted myself and so easily gave up what i wanted solid by morning what i wanted winter by morning comes alive and i never thought you'd make it up so soon might be nice but i always knew you're my destroyer comes a time and i always thought i'd make it up to you solid by morning and i'll freeze here winter by morning Jesus Was My Girla playdoh mask a million miles to go a suped up cock tease with a little twist when sex got ugly id insist hear youve taken all ive got fuckings over but i cant stop cumming still born dead or never born at all when jesus was my girl she told me when jesus was my girl its impossible for me harder even if i turn it over im not as pretty as i thought id be another symptom of my damn disease hear you've taken all ive got fuckings over but i just keep cumming still born dead or never born at all when jesus was my girl she told me when jesus was my girl im not as pretty as i thought id be another symptom of my damn disease Unholy, Dirty, Beautifulbittersweet wondering the quiet transfusion hold tight nothing is complicated hold tight everythings fine confidence fell through the hold in your pocket the simples illogical so it be logic im cuaght in the diaries with all your complaining the curious scribblings of one who has everything leave me unholy dirty and beautiful ne unholy dirty and beautiful cherish the lies that you bought charming delusions go crack in the fire i know we might be mediocre i know nothings on fire confidence fell through the hole in your pocket the simples illogical so it be logic im caught in the diaries with all your complaining ridiculous grumblings from one who has everything leave me unholy dirty and beautiful be unholy dirty and beautiful Forest Firestill can't see the forest fire beyond the trees now i'm standing in a field of green the colours burning far as i can see what do you see on my tongue the galaxies so small here i'll drink it down and watch the world dissolve now i'm falling through the universe and slipping through the endless stream of time what would you find and i'm flying, floating on the wind again hoping it will drag me in can't you see i'm laughing laughing at this consequence laughing at this circumstance don't you know by now stare at all the faces they go by faster that we live the more we die now i'm crashing through the open door smiling in the most peculiar way what would you say and i'm falling faster than a waterfall opened up and after all can't you see i'm drowning right here in the open air wishing i could still go clear don't you know by now this is what we are flying floating on the wind again wishing that you'd drag me in can't you see i'm hoping wishing i could see myself wishing i was someone else but don't you know by now dont you know by now this is what we are Babyskin Tattooand theres a place you left inside me i hope it will amuse and see this sign carved in my arm just means ill hate you all forever its my babyskin tattoo its all the brand name that youve left its not so far from me to you circumsized myself because i knew you'd be too busy and saw the knife was dull just why the fuck do you think im crying styes caught in my eye and it swells me till im numbing but ill leave it there to punish you for leaving me so hard its not so far from me to you i deliver i will recieve all the blessings from these things given tested longer held back only here i am just the gray one im the darker side of you and theres a place you left inside me i hope it will amuse and see this sign carved in my arm just means ill hate you all forever its my babyskin tattoo its all the brand name that youve left me and i beg borrow prostrate here under cover of everything made dear fearing only you F Trainpeople press and crowd they start to fade like footprints worn away only stop and still im waiting thousand faces look the same everyone a thousand different names they come on two by two people fade as people do came here of my own volition could be my decision could be we may still get by we may still get by wandered down on avenue a the coffee shops the sweet cache of thoughts and words and laughter gone never ending stream of what youve known so long long and long ignored dont think so hard just smoke your cigarette and fade off into blue cause people fade as people always do consequence comes crashing in the scars and scrapes and scratches all the memories died so long ago time is up but still im waiting came here of my own volition could be indecision could be we may still get by we may still get by Milliondont make it easy dont make it hard dont make it so simple again so so easy bound like a child yo uare mine i cant defend you i wont complain i wont go so so quiet again go so gently again a million a million more for you to burn promised your mother id write id kill you quickly id keep you calm id make it all so simple again all so quiet here once the morning was bright but violence changes changes the light and now ive grown so empty again grown so empty again a million a million more for you to burn i can be cold dear i can be cold as you wanted living is hard here when im just the whore that you wanted me to be a million a million more for you to burn Final Thoughts And A Last Day On Earthheaven is all that i got my god left me without one word of warning my god left me waiting is all that i got ive seen your face before ive seen your anger crashing down all my life ive seen your babies crashing to the ground my girl brought me confort to keep me stable needles paid for comfort is all that ive got my god left me without one word of warning my god left me my god is all that i got ive seen your face before ive seen your anger crashing down all my life ive seen your babies crashing to the ground dont be afraid were all afraid Mercedes Five And DimeUndergroundunderneath where i cant tell found the places im destroying only hoped youd be there still could not find a way to be it i don't even mind this time here wed like to get things over life love anything at all and when the morning comes well sit here and when the atom breaks well just stare and my life goes underground and my life goes underground sitting by a judas mantel underneath well ive been there could not right the only pieces test out anything you will and when the morning comes well sit here and when the atom breaks well just stare and my life goes underground and my life goes underground sitting by a judas mantel very well what we define counted up the broken pieces here we want to redefine all dementia memory brought for all the weakness we cant tell understood that i discover right here everything is well and when the morning comes well sit here and when the saddle breaks ill stand still and my life goes underground and my life goes underground if i left it all the same well it doesnt mean that its not personal and i never understood why the faces faded its so irrational as the atoms start to phase and i knew it couldnt mean that much to me and i never understood where the friends all go its not personal now Dogsorange at mercedes five and dime now im slipping out the back door and im feeling alright found the bosses gold camero think ill take it for a ride cross teh world to california where i know shes waiting she picks me up like ive never been down before and its hard to think you got the best of me yet i cant believe while these dogs are at the door honey you came to take apart whats left of me 120 down the freeway about a thousand miles to go cross the border to resida outskirts on the avenue cant escape the operator california here i come groves are passing by the way and i know its waiting she picks me up like ive never been down before and its hard to think you got the best of me yet i cant believe while these dogs are at the door honey you came to take apart whats left of me pileup on teh berkshire turnstile bout a thousand miles to go there the feelin faded quickly madonnas on the radio packed a lunch of tea and orange think ill take it for a ride cross the world to california where i know shes waiting she picks me up like ive never been down before and its hard to think you got the best of me yet i cant believe while these dogs are at the door honey you came to take apart whats left of me Breathesave me from this wandered around the town all the thousand things i might miss and you think well suffer much think well close our eyes just to see the light pass us by with tomorrow coming hope that i dont let you down again said im so glad to be here does it mean a thing if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see sit well take our time watching the flowers grow all the friends weve known say goodbye and you did you suffer much did you close your eyes just to see the night rush on by gathered all around you hope that we dont let you down again i said im so glad to be here does it mean a thing if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see said im so glad to be here does it mean a thing if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see if only i could just believe a thing Fishvery rarely temporarily climb you overwhelm me if you see the consequence youre blind you humble dog youre mine you overwhelm me in time in the sea completely real you can always swim from the fish and hide yourself you try every night to arm yourself get high every night prepare yourself to fly take a walk on the astro turf its rolling foaling temporarily brown you overwhelm me you can put me on a shelf for hours a dreadful thirst and flowers you overwhelm me in time in the sea completely real you can always swim from the fish and hide yourself you try every night to arm yourself get high every night prepare yourself to fly in the sea completely real you can always swim from the fish and hide yourself you try every night pre arm yourself get high every night prepare yourself to fly Comes and Goesi drown my head to watch it sink or swim coming down from yesterday we might get through weigh yourself then you weigh your friends you weigh the truth you feel it slipping in ill give it up in an hour or two well be back soon i live my life its getting better every day i dont feel quite right its getting better every day and it comes and goes by now yes it comes and goes by now yes it comes and goes but now getting better every day trick myself just to pass the time to kill the day its starting to unwind sinking fast in the morning light we came unglued another drink just for yesterday to stem the tide i feel it slip away another trip just to drown my head well be back soon i live my life its getting better every day i dont feel quite right its getting better every day and it comes and goes by now yes it comes and goes by now yes it comes and goes but now getting better every day satans on the line santas on the line ice creams on the line major barbaras on the line if god is on the line then guilt is on the line jealousies on the line i got you on the line well be back soon well be back soon well be back soon well be back soon and it comes and goes by now yes it comes and goes by now well it comes and goes but now now its getting better every day Mike Hammercome apart in pieces as she takes her life so hard took you on a holiday complete with promises of what we lost oh no i slipped again i didnt mean to let you wander took you by the hand to show you places that wed never been to dressed us up in autumn blues offered up as only you could every day is easy money a holiday but maybe someday well you and ill find our way burn the night and died in the afterglow we hoped to find did i forget to mention the one small thing a pleasure cruise for only you and i later as the ship set sail i found the deck in easy pieces threw out all myself to save you hoping that one shred might get through oh no i slipped again i didnt mean to let you wander every day is easy money a holiday but maybe someday well you and ill find well you and ill find our way Tonightshe goes down the hard way spilling herself on your body i wonder where you are tonight just outside the dark she waits by the highway hopin to go but her mind just stays i wonder where you are tonight ease into you ease into me fell from the places left to believe all from the time and time is what for redress the weight and bury the world time will save you come what may she goes down like rain she goes down the hard way trying ot run but her mind just stays i wonder where you are tonight Alivewhat a glorious gloom to be making my way through curiousities the consequence she brings what a slippery fish that the way she swings i could argue but weve gone too far i feel the sun you could listen but the sickly scent of asthma never comes i feel the sun flip me over but the sickly scent of asthmas just begun did you ever feel the sun came together just to pass the time well she goaded me on then she blew my peace of mind bit confused cause its a hundred and three its the blurriest world its the one that i see i could argue but it breaks my back i feel the sun you could listen but the sickly scent of asthma never comes i feel the sun flip me over but the sickly scent of asthmas just begun did you ever feel the sun Pleasing Falsettoand the weight is on top of me weve been smoking and we got so high cant imagine that theres anyone stopping me we got the devil in mind already theyre all over me cant say that i dont want it and she cried well what do you think i would do when you lied and what did you think it would prove all this time and everythings all over you shes got the devil in mind so we borrowed what we never would undertake cant imagine what the gun was for for one second well i thought we might hesitate shes got the devil in store alright now shes all over me cant say that i dont need it and she cried well what did you think i would do when you lied and what did you think it would prove well with time now everythings all over you we got the devil in mind and she cried well what did you think i would do when you lied and what did you think it would prove well with time now everythings all over you we got the devil in mind heat is rising and the weight is on top of me weve been smoking and we got so high cant imagine that theres anyone stopping me we got the devil in mind Mansolinsetting like a full moion over summer eyes under colden light where the waters gone and the water says what water will be done down stream and out of town floating like a quick forced screams surrendering and i called out her name when the elevator came but its much to late to be the same down down never come again overthrusted drivin rain down down all the way up and shes running where the river takes her took your love into the street cover of the long tall grass of ecstacy but hte cities got to be my love and i dont know where the river takes you i remember hollywood battery of lonesome girls who felt so good and i swore on her name when the elevator came that the doors would close on blame here she comes in candle light setting like a full moon over summer eyes where the cold lime like a water gun and the water says what water will be done takes a stream to centre street wandering like a quick forced screams surrendering and i called out her name when the elevator came but its much to late to take the blame Placesays that she needs me cant replace she comes over rips me open just to see my special place now she is calling out for light hoping the wings of freedom will arrive she comes over touches down here right before my eyes kills forever knowing full well we will all get by she comes over rips me open just to see my special little place sorry i gave back salt tasted lightly wasted here i give back all of the words and memories brought by time came by promises spoken by me i didnt want so much to think about too much to abide complain till its over over and over again jessy is calling out from space hoping the sound of her voice will erase me she comes over rips me open right before my eyes kills forever knowing full well we will all get by she comes over rips me open just to see my special little place so sorry that you changed but nothing stays the same Liberationfrenzied sucking on the cigarette in her hand a buxom bosom wet like waterfall it wasnt wasted so come laugh come love come borrow everything you need me to be feel it pouring in liberation dies again and we climbed so hard and fast so lovely just like it was before emptied out her life opened up on the opposite shore and i cannot believe that we conceived what we were contemplating its alright by me please help me cause im lost and i cant see which way we go im a victim just the backlash of your cold philosophy if you cant help me i will help myself or so this story goes undid the knot the lock the pertenity violin in her hand began to understand the interiors its operatic now so laugh and love and borrow everything you wanted me to be pouring in like life till liberation dies again please help me cause im lost and i cant see which way we go im a victim just hte backlash of our cold philosophy if you cant help me i will help myself or so the story goes i got a sense that something now im left with nothing i had hoped to be as broad as i can be indivisible by me indestructible by thee all teh places that i had hoped to free and all in want of nothing pleasure slides escapes me undermining by your criminality its waht my momma told me baby just come home rest awhile set you free please help me cause im lost and i cant see which way we go im a victim just the backlash of your cold philosophy if you cant help me i will help myself or so this story goes Machine Punch ThroughDayOn the saddest day On the saddest day Envy rides her bitter bullet down Clad to see your bloods gone dry Sip the luxury, keep the offering Only wanted to hide On the saddest day of all On the saddest day of all I'm the greatest lie of all On the saddest the saddest Hardly felt the arms that comfort me Numb the body can't complain Ask forgiveness is to not relate Beg the angel to stay Find me here, might be low I said find me here Might be right, I don't know Find me On the saddest day of all On the saddest day of all I'm the greatest lie of all On the saddest the saddest Find me here, might be low I said find me here Might be right, I don't know Find me On the saddest day of all I'm the greatest lie of all On the saddest the saddest ClausGone AgainMorphineYou Remind Me |