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 HesherWhere?I was wrong to think that you might want to trust me, too. Here I am, here I am, Here I stand, Here I am, here I am, here I am, here I stand. I was wrong to think that I could ever love in you, I was wrong to think that you might want to love me, too. Here I am, here I am, Here I stand, Here I am, here I am, here I am, here I stand. So where the hell are you? So where the hell are you? So where are you when I need someone, too? I'm tired of needing you.  Window ShopperAren't always on my mind Cause I didn't free them The scenery is burning me cause I'm still in it So why don't you free me Cause its not my business What he's done to me Control is all you really need And I guess I had it coming, my fault for not runnin I just dressed too tempting cause your heads fuckin empty And I can't believe it I can't believe that you didn't see me Passing glances fall on me like screams on deaf ears They're all laughing at me with encouraging cheers. FlyWhere do bad men go when they die? And mother says you'll go there but Wings for her and I and I don't mind Cause I have always wanted to learn to... Fly... learn to Fly... learn to Fly... learn to Fly... Brother, tell me somethin' If I take this, am I going to die? And he says no, so then I figure what the hell I'll try cause it's my life So light the match and you and I will... Fly... learn to Fly... learn to Fly... learn to Fly... Cause I'm on my hands and knees I've crawled eternity to beg forgiveness And someday I'll be there I swear to you, God, as my witness For all the trusts I've broke and, let justice know, it's just that easy Cause I'm a liar, I conspired, I'm a liar... And father tell your son, It's not your gun and bloody hands Don't hide behind locked doors In dresser drawers those bullets wait to fly... Fly... wait to Fly... wait to Fly... wait to Fly... Cause I'm on my hands and knees I've crawled eternity to beg forgiveness And someday I'll be there I swear to you, God, as my witness For all the trusts I've broke and, let justice know, it's just that easy Cause I'm a liar, I conspired, I'm a liar... Truck LeftI knew the man who hunted him down We watched the river, take him away Before he died, I could have sworn he said I am the only one I am the only one left Tired and afraid lies a saddened man Knelt beside him with head in hand And escaped on a lonely breath But before he died I could have sworn he said I am the only one I am the only one left Who ever gave a damn about you I am sorry I am sorry I was wrong I was wrong I've been wrong for way too long I am sorry that you're gone In Front of Me D.C.
CurbLittle FriendBuried underneath the water Now they consult a psychic Find how much I like it And now I've found a little friend It's too fast This won't last And to touch Hurts too much And now I've found a little friend And now it's just you and me Borrow one and we will make three I say we steal one more Just like we did once before And now I thought I told her That she won't get much older And now I've found a little friend And now it makes no difference Cause I am not quite in yet And now its on the table Cause she's perfectly able And now I've found a little friend PusherWhy you follow somethings so long So I asked him And he convinced me before long Now its over And I've seen him, don't come back anymore And he said... I need I don't ask much anymore I found I found something Throw a stone into the water The ripple is broke Burn the baby Just for holding the cradle too close Take it all back Search for justice, don't live there anymore And he said I need I don't ask much anymore I found I found something And why do you see me in this way? The way that I did I gave him the means to the ends Yes I did I bothered not to believe in this way The way that I did I made him just to see in this way The way that I did I need I don't ask much anymore I found I found something DetanglerBut you said there's no way I begged-- you call And you leave me after all I know I'm not to blame I know you don't feel the same Didn't even tell me why You just left me here to die I stand, I fall, I bounce off these 4 walls You laugh, you leave And you leave me here alone, Is this how its gonna be It's fine for you and not for me Did you even care at all You stand, I fall I'm guilty too forsiring all to you Well, that's my one sin Sorry for giving in Didn't mean to waste your time Thanks for wasting mine Could have to tried to let me be Would you just set me free? Could I pay you not to... CurbHave I been here before? If I have let me know How it goes Take her place And I will See her face No reason Let it slide And I will Watch her die... To run through fields To find, and I will Hold, then lead, then lie And I will... no I won't Is it now really time? Can I just give mind, if I can simply trade Deal Made Take her place And I will See her face No reason Let it slide And I will Watch her die... To run through fields To find, and I will Hold, then lead, then lie And I will... no I won't Run, hide away from me Desouled, to seek, decide And I will, no I won't Run through fields to find Hold then lead, then lie And I will Run, desouled, and Hold, to heal, to find And I can't Where? I was wrong to think that I could ever trust in you, I was wrong to think that you might want to trust me, too. Here I am, here I am, Here I stand, Here I am, here I am, here I am, here I stand. I was wrong to think that I could ever love in you, I was wrong to think that you might want to love me, too. Here I am, here I am, Here I stand, Here I am, here I am, here I am, here I stand. So where the hell are you? So where the hell are you? So where are you when I need someone, too? I'm tired of needing you. Falls Back OnI don't sacrifice And I know I don't realize Just how much I can idolize ... and I know And then I find it falls back on On to me, to see, believe And down onto you, We do, it's true And I won't beg to stay, to leave, or to believe A word you say, and then I guess It all falls back on you To find out (find out) What's the deal And I guess you don't Simplify It's just, you had to Had to take, and I know There's a fine line between right and wrong And I know we knew all along Just how much I can half belong ... and I know And then I find out it all falls back on you Cause I'm really up on this Cause I've seen it before Where the hell did I get through you?
Sea GrooveThat what you just gave Nothing left to heal Nothing left to save Given half a chance Given what we've spent I will not repay I will not repent I don't wanna leave I don't wanna stay Get away from me Stay the hell away And I will give up my mind And I will give my way And I will pluck out my eyes Yes I will feel my way Yes I will Is there something wrong With the way I feel I don't wanna beg I don't have to steal Let me prove myself Let me earn your trust Let me betray The way that we discussed I don't want to thieve I don't want to snatch Get away from me Stay the hell away And I will give up my mind And I will give my way And I will pluck out my eyes Yes I will feel my way Yes I will In open hand, unopened gift Her broken bones, her head won't lift A decade since you've been gone Mend the cracks and say so long Say so long Just FourJust for looking at you Yes I do I want to take his hands off Just for touching you Yes I do And I want to rip his heart out Just for hurting you And I want to break his mind down Yes I do And I want to make him Regret life since the day he met you Yes I do And I want to make him Take back all that he took from you Yes I do And I want to rip his heart out Just for hurting you And I want to break his mind down Yes I do I Don't HaveI don't love me this way I don't have wings to fly I don't have, gone away I don't have anything I don't need a space to breathe I don't hide in sanctity I don't need what you need I don't have, have a space to... I don't claim to know just why I don't try to pacify I don't love me just yet I don't care, gone away This ones mine This ones mine This ones mine All mine Not this time I won't deny This one's mine All this time Not this time I won't deny All this time, Yes it's mine I don't have anything I don't need the space to breathe I don't hide in sanctity I don't need what you need I don't have... I don't have... I don't have... I don't have... I don't have anything I don't need the space to breathe I don't hide in sanctity I don't need what you need I don't have... I don't have... I don't have... I don't have...
The StateBreatheThey started walking Started talking bout better days One says to the other We do it all again Seems I knew I would And now I found it Found I got it I didn't want this Somebody help me see Now I feel it Feel like I've been there I didn't need this Somebody help me breathe Here we are again Just face to facing Each other another day Who wins Well who cares It always ends up the same Seems I knew I would And now I found it Found I got it I didn't want this Somebody help me see And now I feel it Feel that I've been there I didn't need this Would Somebody help me stand And now I've told them Already warned them I didn't want this Somebody help me breathe If I was them Then I wanna be What I see If I could drag my life in a moment Wanna know do you want me to go Gonna keep it all from ending Never stop myself from pretending That you always knew that I never could All I ever really wanted was to be the same Equal treatment never ever comes and there they go again All I ever really wanted was to be like you So perfect So worthless If i could take it all back think again I would And now I found it Found I got it I didn't want this Somebody help me see Now I feel it Feel that I've been there I didn't need this Somebody help me stand And now I've told them I didn't want this I didn't need this Would somebody help me breathe Would somebody help me breathe Would somebody help me?
Cowboy HatEach bone broken in his back All the money and all the gold Couldn't buy my love at 8 years old Now I'm in love with a girl thats wrong for me Ask her, she will disagree Her father was a small time man With small time dreams and small time hands But But I was there when there was nobody home Please believe me when i say i dunno Gone for good in fact but what does it mean Within a year they always sold and bought Easy enough to just look at her Whole world on a silver platter Was that that bad for me If I was there the scotch is free Won round one but its not over He don't care cause he don't know her True love is not the same If I could lend a hand in shame But I was there when there was nobody home Please believe me when i say i dunno Gone for good infact but what does it mean Within a year they always sold and bought If I was big So much easier to see Don't hide from me That which I've already seen You lie to me More than occasionally Don't lie to me You lied to me I'm as high as I'll ever be I don't mind, Stay and see They've all gone, Why don't we Holding hands, you and me But I'm as high as i'll ever be But later on, lies to see My past is gone, only from me I'm alive But I was there when there was nobody home Please belirve me when I say I dunno Gone for good infact but what does it mean Within a year they always sold and bought Remember when it was me Driving come down just for me And then we'll try as we've been
Leader of MenUntil they swallow Whisper things into my brain Your voice sounds so hollow I am not a leader of men Since I prefer to follow Do you think I could have a drink Since it's so hard to swallow So hard to swallow So turn the television off and I will sing a song And if you suddenly have the urge You can sing along I touch your hand, I touch your face I think the fruit is rotten Give me lessons on how to breath Cause I think I've forgotten I think I've forgotten One day, up to a cliff That overlooked the water I jumped in to save a girl It was somebody's daughter And now the ring is on my hand It was given to me by her To this day we all sit around And dream of ways to get higher To get much higher Old EnoughShe knows enough Shes thrown up So throw her Out to me And I'll treat her like she was mine Let my belief You got your way and I'll get mine And I can't eat I can't sleep I want to thank you for coming And why do we always laugh While we're in this discussion Should have known enough Never grown enough Alone enough To know my Where would be The path I wanted to try If it fairs to be Good for me than I'd rather die And I can't eat I can't sleep I want to thank you for coming And why do we always laugh While we're in this discussion Black words always lead to something Bury her cause her time was cut thin All the while you just stood and stared Never cared to help we just got carried away Lately it seems like my dreams have started to die It occured to me on the inside I guess so have I And I can't eat I can't sleep I want to thank you for coming And why do we always laugh While we're in the last ones coming Standing here with my two feet Enjoy it now cause it won't be Some way Some how The things that keep me alive aren't livin here anymore
Worthy to SayYou can hear them You can tell them by the way they knock Somebody said the other one had a badge Who told ya, Who told ya How bout if I stay and you run away Well come on back and try to get some today Well somebody's gonna do it again Gonna make me turn against all of my friends So you better have something damn worthy to say They're growin dope everywhere around the block You can smell it You can tell by the way they talk Somebody stole five for gasoline Who told ya, Who told ya How bout if I stay and you run away Well come on back and try to get some today Well somebody's gonna do it again Gonna make me turn against all of my friends So you better have something damn worthy to say I'll never do it again (No I wont) Lets settle it (We dont) I can't afford my life cause I'm spending it Since you got just what you wanted We never do anything anymore One on the telephone, one on the door Somebody said revenge was served sweeter cold I told ya, I told ya They're growing dope everywhere around the block You can smell it you can tell it by the way they talk Somebody stole five for gasoline Who told ya, Who told ya How bout if I stay and you run away Well come on back and try to get some today Well somebody's gonna do it again Gonna make me turn against all of my friends So you better have something damn worthy to say I'll never do it again (No I wont) Let's settle it (We dont) I can't afford my life cause I'm spending it Since you got just what you wanted I'll never do it again (No I won't) Praise myself (I don't) I can't afford my life cause I'm spending it Since you got just what you wanted What you wanted
Diggin' ThisJust watch and you'll flaunt it You stare at the ceiling And ignore what I'm feeling Well that's fine, hey I don't mind I can find nothing wrong with it And you say in your polite way Oh by the way can you get on with it? Now that I've seen Not really Diggin This! Did I ask for your input? How's the taste of your own foot? To speak and not be right You'd like to just rewrite My life and take what you like And decide with all of it And to know that if it goes right You'll never find out if I wanted it Now that I've seen Not really Diggin This! Now that I know Not really Diggin This! Called him twice today They said he went away I never wondered why They tried to hold him Ain't never comin' back Pull out the welcome mat I never wondered why They tried to hold him The way that its goin' To laugh without knowin' The way that I'm feelin' Inside is unappealin' Well that's fine, hey I don't mind I can find nothing wrong with it And you say in your polite way Oh by the way can you get on with it? Now that I've seen Not really Diggin This! Now that I know Not really Diggin This! Not really Diggin This!
DeepAnd you know all that I'm thinking To define or redefine too slow And it seems oh that I'm sinking Running through the deep Gonna find the backwoods I found out All day long who will be the big man, give him some And you bleed much better than I bleed And you've shown all that a soul could And your word, much better than my word And you stand right where a hole should Running through the deep Gonna find the backwoods I found out All day long who will be the big man, give him some To feel divine To hold unto oneself To give and to give and To never receive by myself Running through the deep (I want it) Gonna find the backwoods (I need it) I felt (much more than he did) All day long who will be the big man (give it back somehow) Give him some (I forgive now) Running through the deep Gonna find the backwoods I found out All day long who will be the big man, give him some Running through the deep gonna find the back backwoods I found out gonna get it gonna get it All day long who will be the big man are you really really gonna get it
One Last RunTry and find but no one ever knows You fall down makes you wanna stay Who the hell would want to anyway Well I'm leaving And I want it all Forgot it all Better find this all And I found out where it's all at Better now than I'm before Tried it once now I want it more Memories of are cut in half Tell the truth then I want you to laugh We're not laughing And I want it all Forgot it all Better find this all And I found out where it's all at Knew it all Whats it like Sell it all Whats your price
Not Leavin' YetHoles in hand where a cross used to fit just right The meeting called, the topic: a ladies fate You don't have to remind me I won't be late Please excuse me, I'm sorry I just can't wait And don't use grandfather as the bait Down the hall the baby boy just born Rosary around a crown of thorns Please excuse me, I'm sorry I just can't wait And don't use grandfather as the bait Can't you see the lady's not ready hands and fee are bound and unsteady In the hall the family's greiving I'm the one who stays I'm not leavin' yet
Hold Out Your HandSave yourselves, your family, don't worry 'bout the rest Small child receives light through the crack A human mile, ain't never coming back Hold out your hand and ask for some Now and again she sits beneath the tree The sign above reads Hard Work Will Set You Free Hold out your hand and ask for some Too late for another direction Always what they had in store Hurry back we've all been waiting We can't take much anymore Where are the days when brothers were brothers A childless mother Leave it except for Leave it except for one
Silver Side UpNever AgainShe must have done something wrong tonight The living room becomes a boxing ring It's time to run when you see him clenching his hands She's just a woman... never again I hear her scream from down the hall Amazing she can even talk at all She cries to me... "go back to bed" I'm terrified that she'll wind up dead in his hands She's just a woman... never again Been there before but not like this Seen it before but not like this Never before have I ever seen it this bad She's just a woman... never again Just tell the nurse you slipped and fell It starts to sting as it starts to swell She looks at you... she wants the truth It's right out there in the waiting room with those hands Lookin' just as sweet as he can... never again Seen it before but not like this Been there before but not like this Never before have I ever seen it this bad She's just a woman... never again Father's a name you haven't earned yet You're just a child with a temper Haven't you heard "don't hit a lady" Kickin' your ass would be a pleasure He's drunk again, it's time to fight Same old shit, just on a different night She grabs the gun, she's had enough Tonight she'll find out how fuckin' tough is this man Pulls the trigger fast as she can... never again Seen it before but not like this Been there before but not like this Never before have I ever seen it this bad She's just a woman... never again
How You Remind MeI couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin' Tired of livin' like a blind man I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling This is how you remind me This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?" It's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do And it must have been so bad Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you This is how you remind me of what I really am This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?" Never made it as a wise man I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin' This is how you remind me This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story
Woke Up This MorningAlready said goodbye... nothin' left to say A tiny church, a tiny town and not a tear was spent Not how I wanted it... I'm hating all of this Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me You came along and tore this wall down around me Looks like you found me... now I know why I felt like shit when I woke up this morning I've been a loser all my life, I'm not about to change If you don't like it... there's the door... nobody made you stay There ain't a woman on the planet who can deal with it Just how I wanted it... I'm hating all of this Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me You came along and tore this wall down around me Looks like you found me... now I know why I felt like shit when I woke up this morning
Too BadMother's hands are serving meals in a caf? on Main Street With mouths to feed... just tryin' to keep clothing on our backs And all I hear about... is how it's so bad It's too bad, it's stupid Too late, so wrong, so long It's too bad we had no time to rewind Let's walk, let's talk You left without saying goodbye, although I'm sure you tried You call the house from time to time to make sure we're alive But you weren't there right when I needed you the most And now I dream about it... and how it's so bad It's too bad, it's stupid Too late, so wrong, so long It's too bad we had no time to rewind Let's walk, let's talk It's so bad, it's too bad, it's stupid It's too late, so wrong, so long It's too bad we had no time to rewind Let's walk, let's talk Father's hands are lined with guilt from tearing us apart Guess it turned out in the end, just look at where we are We made it out... ...we still got clothing on our backs And now I scream about it... ...and how it's so bad, it's so bad, it's so bad It's too bad, it's stupid Too late, so wrong, so long It's too bad we had no time to rewind Let's walk, let's talk It's so bad, it's too bad, it's stupid It's too late, so wrong, so long It's too bad we had no time to rewind Let's walk, let's talk Long time, lets walk, lets talk
Just ForJust for looking at you Yes I do And I want to take his hands off Just for touching you Yes I do And I want to rip his heart out Just for hurting you And I want to break his mind down Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do And I want to make him regret Life since the day he met you Yes I do And I want to make him take back All that he took from you Yes I do And I want to rip his heart out Just for hurting you And I want to break his mind down Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do, yes I do, yes I do And I want to rip his heart out Just for hurting you And I want to break his mind down Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do, yes I do
HollywoodThere ain't enough to keep me here too long Not like the last time I stood in line Just enough to keep me bouncing off the walls The new day, the new tray that comes around Pills and all enough to kill him while he sleeps Is this the alley we drag him to Just off of Hollywood and Normandy If it worked like she said it would Just like living in Hollywood Just like a bad dream, or so it seems Just like I'm back in emergency Please don't be too long while youre gone There ain't enough to keep me here too long Not like the last time I stood in line Just enough to keep me bouncing off the walls If it worked like she said it would Just like living in Hollywood Just like a bad dream, or so it seems Just like I'm back in emergency
Money BroughtFavorite trick she does one of ten that she's got Makin' friends, setting trends, hardly having to try All her looks by the book, best that money can buy Look what your money bought It's all that she's got It keeps her company Straight from mom and daddy Last chance to dance out in back of the bar Shakin' hands, nice to meet you, I don't know who you are She has a toke and makes a joke about the alley man Never pleasured from the treasure in a garbage can Look what your money bought It's all that she's got It keeps her company Straight from mom and daddy Cherry stem in her mouth she could tie in a knot Favorite trick she does one of ten that she's got Makin' friends, setting trends, hardly having to try All her looks by the book best that money can buy Look what your money bought It's all that she's got It keeps her company Straight from mom and daddy
Where Do I HideI can't cross state lines First on the bad list And you're last on mine Lookin' for a scapegoat Long past due Walking down the aisle Staring straight at you I still hear him screaming "where do I hide?" And all he asks and I say "hurry inside" He said, she said... No she don't Be back before morning And you know she won't Well I remember that summer Like yesterday And I remember his mother As he was dragged away I still hear him screaming "where do I hide?" And all he asks and I say "hurry inside" A whole lot of memories... yours and not mine And all he asks and I say "hurry inside" Got a criminal record I can't cross state lines First on the bad list And you're last on mine Lookin' for a scapegoat Long past due Walking down the aisle Staring straight at you I still hear him screaming "where do I hide?" And all he asks and I say "hurry inside" A whole lot of memories... yours and not mine And all he asks and I say "hurry inside, where do I hide?"
HangnailThe reason why Why there is Blood on my sleeve And all this time I thought it mine But it's not It's yours and It's not worth it for me Gets harder everytime Call you This life you lead Like swimming In a shiny ballroom Next time you bleed Right about This time tomorrow Next time you steal Better ask Before you borrow And I don't see too well Don't sing too well And I settle to scream Just grab your shit And leave with it They won't make No statues of you It's not worth it for me Gets harder everytime Call you This life you lead Like swimming In a shiny ballroom Next time you bleed Right about this time tomorrow Next time you steal Better ask Before you borrow This label thief Find a better title Suited for you This tidal wave Is coming down Upon you This time I've forgotten I swear this shit was rotten This time I believe it 'Cause I've seen the sh*t you're needin' It's not worth it for me Gets harder everytime Call you This life you lead Like swimming In a shiny ballroom Next time you bleed Right about This time tomorrow Next time you steal Better ask before you borrow This label thief find a better title Suited for you this tidal wave Is coming down upon you
Good Times GoneOr maybe on a gambling wheel Lost in it a diamond mine It's dark as hell and hard to find Well you can climb to the top of the highest tree You can look around but you still won't see What I'm looking for Where the good times gone Where the good times gone All that stupid fun and all that shit we've done Where the good times gone Well I still don't know Out in the back in the old corn field Underneath the tractor wheel Thought I'd dig 'till I found it first Broke my back and died of thirst Well you can bribe the devil, you can pray to God You can sell off everything you've got And you still won't know Where the good times gone Where the good times gone All that stupid fun and all the shit we've done Where the good times gone And you still don't know Saw it on the silver screen Preacher says "don't know what it means" Last page ad in a comic book Bought me a map, told me where to look It ain't carved of stone or made of wood And if you pay for it then it ain't no good And you still won't know
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